Confusing, life is. That's what Yoda would say.

January 1st, the beginning of a new year, has come and gone... January is already almost half over and I've had SO much happen...First off, I fell in love over Christmas break. Names need not be mentioned at this point, but I ended up with the last person I ever expected to be with. That doesn't mean I didn't want to be with them prior to that - I just never expected it to really happen. Anyway, due to circumstances, he doesn't think a relationship would be feasible right now. I am just going to wait and see what happens in time - I have no interest in any other men whatsoever. Hopefully, he will ask me to be his girlfriend. If he doesn't, then I think he is giving up something amazing. To work through my feelings, I've been writing a song called 'Time Will Tell'.Secondly, I have decided not to move to California. My publisher told me that I should stay put or move to an inspiring place. The only states that would inspire me right now are Mississippi or Georgia. The reasoning for either is a long story. Either way, there are two things I need to do: find some new musicians to work with and get my ass back in the studio.Finally, I start my last semester at Collin County Community College in 11 hours!!! After this semester, I am free... I can finally move to any place I want to, work on my music career, and attend college there... Where it will be, I have no idea right now... I sure as hell am sick of being stuck in Pricksville (Plano), Texas.This is the year I start to make my dreams reality.Hearts,Winter